The Week-end
Snow Patrol definitely took the words right out of my mouth:
“The perfect words never crossed my mind because there was nothing in there, but you. Every ounce of my was screaming out, but the sound was trapped deep in me.”
FEAR. It hinders people from acting upon what they believe they should do, and for a long time, it prevented me from speaking up about my emotions— until now. There is always a certain point in everyone’s life where you have to take risks, even if you’re fearful of the outcome. No one can predict the future. Today, as much as I was afraid to say what I needed to say, I’m glad I did. If I hadn’t, I would have been left wondering for the rest of my life what could have been or what should have been. Worse, I could have been left with regret.
Instead of having what I wanted, I got something better. Friendship is better than losing someone who is special in your life. It is more beneficial to have someone who inspires you to become a better person; more beneficial to have a friend who inspires you to reach for your dreams. I realized that I appreciate him for his frankness and honesty. Actually, I appreaciate him for just being himself. If you ever get to reading this, thanks.
I don’t think I could have wanted a happier ending. No, I don’t want to wait forever, and I’m glad I didn’t.
“In the confusion and the aftermath..”, I was left smiling.
3 years ago